n.jane

and gain everything?

or are we already pre-constructed with some innate knowledge of survival?

“Our minds are blank slates”

i can partially agree with this,

as we grow, our minds become a sponge soaking up whatever life throws at us.

but is there a basis to our learning process from birth?

i believe at heart we are all survivors.

some may forget the principle of surviving , while others may live trying to survive their entire lives.

however survival can only be the basis.

Who knew lonesome could bring such company?

to share thoughts & philosophies with myself is one of the greatest ways to finding self identity.

loneliness is only an imaginative state of mind.

i am only alone if i tell myself that i am, so if i allow others to slowly absorb themselves into my small world of curious questions & ideas, then i must be the opposite of lonely.

i do not always enjoy company.

i enjoy expressions, emotions, feelings, sub conscious thoughts, life philosophies, & words.

but with these things come individual people, individual lives, individual intentions.

So i must not ever forget that i am my own individual with my own expressions, emotions, feelings, sub conscious thoughts, philosophies, & of course my words.

i look forward to when night falls.

something about the dark makes me feel more comfortable & more relaxed

my best thoughts and ideas come to mind between the hours of 1 am - 5 am

i think i would be thrilled if a solar eclipse lasted 24hours.

i know it sounds terrible. =\

i’m juggling a lot of different ideas about this in my head.

& i can’t quite put my finger on it, so i’m going to write whatever comes to my head.

Simplicity is unanalyzed & unaltered,

but yet can have multiple meanings.

For example: Many would say that life isn’t considered “Simple”

but society has taught us values such as, “Enjoy the simple things in life”.

Well excuse me, but how am i supposed to enjoy what is simple, if life is deemed complicated?

“Simplicity is something that is in its barest element”.

We all are simple people searching for simple things unaltered, but who says we don’t already have these simple things?

Love: the first day you meet a person whom you later fall in love with, is the simplest, unaltered, unanalyzed day you will ever have with them.

Love in its purest form is simple.

Happiness in its purest form is simple.

Knowledge in its purest form is simple.

Life on earth in its purest form is simple.

It’s only until we forget how simple these things really are where complication begins to settle in.

are closed minded people the worst to argue with?

seriously, i know i can be a little hard headed sometimes but

i hate arguing with people who truly believe that their opinion is the only right opinion.

at least open up your ears and listen to another person’s perspective,

it’s not going to hurt you to climb out of that little box you’ve been living in all your life.

-sheesh.

simplicity:

• the things left unanalyzed, while it remains vague & has multiple meanings

Whats simple in your life?

i take things for what they really are.

you take things in hopes of what they could be.

Dear the emotionally detached,

we are a rare breed of people.

we have the ability to separate our emotions from becoming factors in situations.

we are not mean, or “cold hearted”, or miserable.

we have simply made the choice to reserve our emotions only for those who are willing to accept us for all that we are, not partially.

we do not confuse our emotions with our thoughts or ideas.

we do not use our emotions to make rational decisions.

we do not expect our emotions to be logical.

we do not confuse our emotions with sex.

we do not confuse our emotions with friendships.

we allow our emotions to remain conscious.

-neena

my first official decision of 2010.

i went into this year very indecisive - to say the least

Media Communications

• Journalism
• Photography
• Graphic Design

The program i applied for in September.

i’m not too worried about getting accepted

my prerequisites are all on point.

It just felt nice to make a positive decision on something.

then why does it taste so incredibly good?