When a moments grey.. neither black or white; a state of idleness begins to set into a person’s mind. I am restless. I’ve come to a point where I am no longer satisfied with extreme & extraordinary thoughts, I crave for an extreme & extraordinary change. it’s almost as if a small flame has been lit but has yet to expand and grow into a full blow fire. Confidence in my capabilities are strong, & I do not plan on disappointing myself. Yet, the longer I wait and suppress ideas of wonder, the inner scream gets louder.